Life Update: Goals, a diagnosis, and motivation.

The first step is usually the same, “set a goal”, so it's no wonder I don't move forward. For years I've just been flailing without anything to work toward, without a real reason to get out of bed. Y'all know I have all sorts of issues that cause me to be tired as hell all … Continue reading Life Update: Goals, a diagnosis, and motivation. →

I’m Really F*cking Depressed

**Content Warning** This is a pretty raw, honest look at severe depression and thoughts that go along with that and may make readers uncomfortable. Current diagnoses: Major Depressive Disorder (Treatment resistant). Generalized Anxiety Disorder (Treatment resistant). Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder. Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (for lack of a better diagnosis). Insomnia (occasional). Possible and past diagnoses: Obsessive … Continue reading I’m Really F*cking Depressed →

How’d I Get Here?

“The Secretary of the Navy has determined you are physically unfit to perform the duties of your grade and directs you be permanently retired by reason of physical disability. You are released from all active duties at 2359 on 30 October 2014 and transferred to the Permanent Disability Retired List. [You will have completed] 10 … Continue reading How’d I Get Here? →

I Want You To Read My Blog. Please?

I want to matter again, and I don't think a blog is going to accomplish that, but at least I'm doing something and I need something to do.